Not sure why I’ve been silent so long. Well, for one thing, life has been moving at
warp speed forever.
Also, I guess I tend to oscillate between feeling like we’re
just a normal family (so there’s nothing to blog about) and feeling hopelessly
overwhelmed and fearful (so I don’t want to spew all over you.)
Welcome to my world. J
So, what’s up with me?
Well…
Where do I begin?
Cupcake has been just a typical 4th grader, for the most part. She goes yippy-skippy off to school most days. She does her homework with very little frustration (except reading). We have very few food issues, except not asking before helping herself to sweets. She goes to bed easily, and after more than 5 years, I no longer have to sit in the hallway while she falls asleep!!!
Cupcake has been just a typical 4th grader, for the most part. She goes yippy-skippy off to school most days. She does her homework with very little frustration (except reading). We have very few food issues, except not asking before helping herself to sweets. She goes to bed easily, and after more than 5 years, I no longer have to sit in the hallway while she falls asleep!!!
So, if things are so normal, why am I overwhelmed and
scared???
Because under all this is still a little girl who, at her very
core, is insecure. It comes out through
the cracks on a daily basis.
Also, puberty is coming upon us like a train wreck. We’re entering uncharted territory and way too
early.
We have the body of a 7th grader with the mind of
a 4th grader,
combined with the desire to be just like her high-school sister. On any given day, her emotional maturity varies wildly from a preschooler to a 10-year-old. As a result, my emotional maturity varies from a preschooler to a 50-year-old. In case you’re wondering…that’s a recipe for
disaster.
Sugar is doing well in public high school. She is also navigating uncharted waters. It’s
a different world from the one I grew up in.
The pressures and issues she faces are unimaginably difficult, but she
has handled it all with grace, compassion, and self-respect. She seems to be uniquely equipped to handle
things that would throw others into a tailspin.
All this stuff going on has brought our relationship closer. I really enjoy the new, more mature
connection we share.
Luke’s eye surgery back in August went fine. He sees well and looks great. He got a job at the local grocery store. He is starting to enjoy all this new disposable
income. J In addition to electric, acoustic, and bass guitar, he
recently bought an electronic drum set so he can learn percussion.
Tim is back at college and doing well. We hear from him every so often. It’s good to have a grown-up kid. J
As for me, I’m working with the youth on Wednesday
nights again. I have 7th and 8th
grade girls. I think it’s going to be a good
year. J They are a sweet bunch. Steve and I still teach Young Adult Bible
Study on Sunday mornings. Steve’s parents have been having some health
issues. All of this keeps me pretty busy
between running kids to and fro.
Oh yeah, and we are giving our basement a makeover in our vast amount of
spare time …new flooring, new bathroom, getting rid of junk.
That's about it for me. What's up with you?
That's about it for me. What's up with you?
Blessings to you,
Mamita